The uselessness of everything

I have not been writing for a few weeks, partly due to Eid which partly due to the fact that i have net been in the mood to write at all for a long time. I dont know why but i felt the helplessness of everything was getting to me. I have been thinking a lot about a lot of stuff. Life and the reason for being. The reason that i could not focus on the things that i wanted to focus on , my work and the things that are important to me. My writing must be looking like a lost mans ramblings to anyone who may be reading it but a dont give a rats ass about how other people feel. Yes i dont. You want to know why? cuz in this world that is the way to live and that is the way to be successful in life. Will be writing on success later!